| thank you God for ressurrecting dusk (my ipod!) :)
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| since the start of this year i've been losing a lot of things. from notes to pens to bags. and fbt shorts (my sajc fbt shorts have mysteriously disappeared) and tonight, i've just spent an hour plus searching for my econs prelims paper that i need for consult tmr. it's this slow knawing frustration that gets to me URGH. it's very upsetting.
but whilst i was sulking, a thought struck me, if this is how God feels when he loses one of us.. when we drift away, when we get lost. when we forget where we belong. He must get equally/more upset and anxious searching, hoping and wishing to find us in some obscure corner wanting to give us His embrace again.
i can't help it but feel so amazed. how can He love us so deeply.
Filled with awestruck wonder by His grace for us (me).
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| the long awaited day has arrived. the whole two years will now be condensed into three hour papers for the next few weeks. my intelligence, my dilligence will be judged by how well i can read questions and churn out pages of relevant informationevaluationexamplescasestudieslinkages. i just pray that i won't do myself injustice. i just pray that i would hold onto God even more. i know that the next step of my life will be the best that God has prepared for me to take, to learn to be molded and tried. but i hope it's still okay to be a lil scared, okay, very.
(listening to the sound of music makes me happy) snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes silver white winters then melting to spring these are a few of my favourite things :)
You are my strength when i am weak.
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